Category Archives: Work

Crawling into my little shell


A task I don’t want to do? I don’t want to post on this blog. I’m not trying to insult anyone here, that really isn’t my intention, but I really DON’T like putting my writing out there for people to … Continue reading

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Late Night


The thoughts cloud my mind. Simple tasks over-power what I need to do, what I have to accomplish. The stress rolls around my body and takes my hand. I am an easily stressed person, especially since I have tendencies to … Continue reading

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Eight Pages of Me


Procrastination. I sit and procrastinate about this paper I need to write, I just don’t want to do it. Eight pages, my heart just sinks into the pit of my stomach, how am I supposed to come up with eight … Continue reading

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Dancing the Line of Dawn


I didn’t want to do the dishes. I do not want to do the dishes. I find myself overwhelmed by the whole process. The dishes are the worst part of the whole process of the meal. I must plan the … Continue reading

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Dissecting myself one word at a time


Why is this question so hard for me? There has to be dozens of things in my life that I do not enjoy. Why won’t they come to mind. I am sitting down to write this, and all I get … Continue reading

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Exam. Exam. Exam. It was a continuation because this is what I meditated about this morning. I always panic about them because of how important it is not to fail. And what if I fail? There’s no more money. Money, … Continue reading

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The task at hand


As I came out of the meditation and now as I have contemplated writing this, I feel dread. My stomach knots up. The flow of my mind being set upon the task of getting my bills and setting up a … Continue reading

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Living in Cloud Cuckoo Land


Something I don’t want to do…well…there’s a lot of things. I could list off hundreds, but I won’t. It took me a bit of time to think about and then it hit me, I don’t want to dream anymore. My … Continue reading

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While Dreaming Beasts are Lying Down


“Someday love will find you. Break those, chain that bind you…” 6:30 AM that songs starts playing. Time to wake up. The worst part of my day. I don’t want to wake up. I just want to sleep all day … Continue reading

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Multiple Variables


I hate algebra. I simply do not care about polynomials, quadratic equations, or foiling to find x or even y for that matter. Who can remember all those theories? More important why would anyone ever need to? I have avoided … Continue reading

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